What have
heart and hearth got to do with each other except that they share the same
first five letters? I have often thought
that there should be a connection, though etymologically there is none that is
apparent to me, each one coming quite directly from a different early Germanic
root word. For me the connection is
approximately this: each one is central to some sense of house or home, and
here I mean literally as well as metaphorically central.
The heart
is housed in the body centrally and pumps its blood to our extremities,
including that bonebox of a skull protecting our brains, without which my forefinger
would not be able to hunt and peck its way through the writing of this post,
and without which there would of course be no post to posit, no etymological
proposition to explore.
A few years
ago I watched an ultrasound image of my own heart beating and was struck by the
profundity of it all, since I was observing the central pump of my own life
system, realizing that it had been faithfully doing its work since months
before I was born and would keep going until the end of my life. It was, both literally and metaphorically,
getting to the heart of the matter.
In our
house we don’t have a hearth, which is actually the floor of a fireplace, but
our woodstove provides a good approximation of one, as it is central to our
sense of home and an important source of warmth, again both literally and
metaphorically. Both the hearth and the
heart are central to my idea of recuperation, which is the restoration of
health and balance to my body system.
When I was
recovering/recuperating in Foothills Medical Centre in the early stages of this
illness journey, we had some notes on the whiteboard in my hospital room. One was the following poem by Li Po that our
son JE put there:
Long is
the journey,
Long is
the journey,
So many
turnings
And now
where am I?
And where
was I? I was in a hospital bed where
people who cared were looking after me, working in every way they could to
facilitate my body’s recuperation. It
was not, however, where I wanted to be, though I understood the necessities
that kept me there; I wanted to be home.
After all, home is where the heart/hearth is. So the other messages on the whiteboard,
besides the list of questions to ask the doctors on their early morning rounds,
were reminders of home: my own bed, a place where I could see Halifax Harbour,
a place to sleep with the window open.
Now I am
here, in our house, in a comfortable bed, and the rainbow of recovery is still
working. Alleluia, I say, let the
recuperation continue!
I often ask myself that question. "And now where am I?" The transfiguration of the answers at which I arrive continue to fascinate me. Thanks for this writing and continuing to pose these questions.
ReplyDeleteAlleluia Rog, so happy for you. We are following your posts and sending warm, happy positive vibes your way. And always dreaming that we will win the lotto and make it to see you guys. Mike, Sil, Finn
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